February 2010
i just
want to sing at the top of my lungs with my whole heart for the world to hear. i want to share with everyone what i love so much. i want them to understand how much this gift means to me. i want to be heard and listened to. i want to inspire the people around me and give them hope. i want to live my dream and help others find there own. i just want a chance, a moment in time to prove what i have....
January 2010
yaya the snow is all most gone!
i know "hate" is a really strong word
but i really, really, really hate snow.
nailpolish&bubblegum
so..............
because i don’t know what i want to post, ill post this telling you i don’t know what to post. its just how i am. and I’m kinda a lot bored.
elbow&arm
dear dad and brother
can you please hurry home? diner is ready and i want to eat but your out strolling the town. i need to eat!! a girl needs to eat!!! i have things to do places to be!! i cant just sit around and wait for you to come home. yeah yeah yeah even though i know where you are and what your doing i get cranky when I’m hungry, so your asking for it. love you both<3
ovens&pots
i like
to read my old post.
It's not my fault
that my dog got gum on her paw and i couldn’t get it all off. so now she’s trapped in the kitchen whinny because and I’m trying to be frank she is a spoiled brat. all though i love her dearly she is beyond spoiled. so now she needs to deal with the fact that it’s her own fault she goes into the garbage and sticks her nose where it isn’t wanted.
eggs&bacon
I love my friends
but sometimes they can be a real killjoy.
all i want to do is talk to you.
so today
my dad takes me out for breakfast. yumm bagels and coffee. then we head on over to office depot to fax something. we get back in the care, we’re talking and i notice that he passes our street. i don’t say anything i just figure that because of what were talking about he is going to take a detour. which is totally fine because i like talking to my dad. he pulls into the hannaford...
ARG
I hate when facebook has all these updates for people and then you think they’re on-line but there not because the update was from three hours ago.
monkeys&pointshoes
should i check my on-line friends? yes/no.
ahh what to do.
I really need to stop checking my on-line friends. It just needs to stop. i need to be able to surf the web freely without going back to facebook every few seconds to see if anyone has come on-line. i just can’t help it. if i notice that my on-line friends has went up from 40 to 46, i just need to know who has changed this. you never know who it could be!
crew&crabs
i hate when really nice people change. it just frustrates me that they just throw their whole life away. and now what are you? a really self absorbed person. does that really make everything better? okay so it’s not my problem what you do with your life. fine, that’s fair enough. i don’t even know you anyway. but still nice people stay nice, we wouldn’t want you any other...
I don't want to get my hopes up,
but i really hope that tomorrow is a really good day. i just do. I’m all giddy and excited so there better be a good reason. I just, i believe this time. ah i want to scream with joy!! there’s so much i want to just shout at the top of my lungs!!!
legoracecars&pixiesticks
You’ve got my stomach doing somersaults.
i love my cousin!
i haven’t talked to her in so long and now she’s good me rolling on the floor full of laughter. I seriously love this girl so much!! i cant wait to see her again! we had so much fun last time we were together! ahh i miss that crazy chick.
family&feuds
sometimes you just need to know when to bit your tongue.
dear jessale,
i love you so much as a friend! if u need anything ever, just let me know. I’m here for you. i just want you to know. and dont ever forget that your friends and myself are always a phone call away.
keep your chin up kid,
Always
Victoria
Betty White, I love you. You are just so cute. I hope that when I’m old I’m half the person that you are. You’d probably tell me that i don’t but oh well. Or you’d say something else. But I admire you, like many other strong women in my life.
i have a question......
Why do guys stand/sit/walk around with there hands in there arm pits?
this has always bothered me and no one seems to be able to answer this, so maybe one of you can.
please, someone.
favorite thingerss
23- chicken wingds!
24-french fries
25-milk shakes
26-my friends. love’em so much
27- razzles =-)
28-that 70’s show
29- accents.
uhmm more to come.
G’night tumblr. can’t wait to see you tomorrow.
=-)
Swedish&dinosaurs
-.-
should have went to the movies. blahh
never mind.
well for the part about watching movies on hulu. so just scratch that.
=-)
so today is a much better day. I’m no longer sad and “torn”. i know what i want and i think I’ve got a game plan. (not to sound like “show-offy” but I’m just confident now) so yes i have much brighter hopes for the future and i just feel better and that alone helps so much on its own.
okay well i thought id share that wiht ya’ll. im guna go and find...
i finally believe that everything is going to work out in the end.
it's like
how am i supposed to ask for help when everyone is so caught up in there own life to see how badly I’m suffering. everyone around me is happy and full of life. and then I’m there just trying not to suffocate. i know my friends love and care about me but there just so happy. they have there little people (little people=boyfriend) that there so in “love” with. i feel terrible...
whoaw
i just wrote this big whole thing about how sometimes tumblr messes up and doesn’tpost things and then they get like lost or something. i wrote it because i thought it didn’t post this one thing i wrote. the thing about tumblr that i all most posted was really mean simply because i was beyond pissed. so i wrote it using some very nice choice words. i hit “post” and all of...
hmp.
okay tumblr, you are just going to work. no more of this error bullshit. you are not going to be another thing in my life that just flakes out. kae? you are just going to have to get over yourself and work. I’m tired of everything else not working out. and so what if its my fault. i try so hard. i get myself so in love with the idea of being happy with this person and you know what? it never...
oh no i remember!
never mind its stupid.
shoot
i had something i wanted to say and now it just escaped me.
GREAT
so said my english teacher.
so today my English teacher decided that he would give the boys in my class advice about girls, love, dating and such things. he said and i quote “oh, by the way guys if you can get a girl to talk about herself then she will walk away thinking that she has a really great time.” end quote.
At fist i thought “hey that might actually work.”
but then as I’m sitting on...
idk what to do.
someone just tell me what to do. please.
i think I’m a horrible person. i really i am. I’m always so unhappy. but why?
okay I’m going to go text Becca and figure this out.
for now on no more negative post. only positive ones.
wish me luck.
**”to change ones life, you must change ones thinking first.”
I’m pretty shore someone said that, but i don’t...
im really sory to anyone who talked to me today.
i really lost it today.
first off i was talking to myself a lot in the hallways. which is bad people think im crazy and that’s not very normal.
second i couldn’t seem to sing in voice. everything i sang sounded just so wrong and then i just got really confused. uck and lohnam he really doesn’t make your day better. stupid sight reading and practice solos. bah!
and then i just...